Front porch step - Bastard lyrics

Someone give me a break I'm bored and can't find sh** to do So I thought I'd write this awful tune And hope that someone just might sing along My family hates the sight of me I've got no girl to the side of me And everything I do just turns out wrong I don't have any friends It seems like everybody hates me Maybe I just made them angry Don't ask me cause I cannot tell you why But singing is what I adore And I can barely play a chord But I'll keep singing until the day I die I like to watch TV But I have gone through 3 remotes And my Xbox has been running slow So I just sit and drown within myself And that's not good, cause I hate my thoughts Cause I think of things that piss me off Someone please just save me from this hell I like to ball it up And I wish I could be like Mike But I am fat and I am white So I know that I will never fly But singing is what I adore And I can barely play a chord But I'll keep singing until the day I die And I'm afraid of the dark Which makes it hard to walk at night Cause I like to watch those stars shine bright It makes me happy in a lovely way Cause if those stars can last that long Then I know that I can be strong And the thought of that makes everything okay I wanna meet a girl who's beautiful and just as smart She'll hold my hand when it gets dark I'll treat her right, yeah, I give you my word Cause singing is what I adore And I can barely play a chord But someday, I would like to sing for her