This heavy heart Heart that I carry Still holds the weight of you And when I fall As I always do I'm crushed by the absence of you Perfection is there And the expression a stare A face that leaves no trace of wear and tear True beauty is cold Love and hate and human s**ual nature This power is sustained by endless violence and pain A cycle I can't understand I'm tired of emotions They bare me with distortions They cut me Screaming "f** me" Wipe them all away now Let them see through eyes made of stone This heavy heart Heart that I carry Still holds the weight of you And when I fall As I always do I'm crushed by the abscence of you One look at you Is everything to me From this photograph: And when I can Feel you around me I'm crushed by the presence CRUSHED