From Sorrow to Serenity - Red Mist lyrics

I am exposed, in a chokehold Surrounded by a mist of hatred My elation disintigrates into dust Malice has taken form, I feel it as I breathe Each breath I seem to take fills me with venemous rage Hate rages through my lungs Wrath courses in my veins Serenity has taken its toll on me No guilt, no shame, drag me forth unto the fire Red mist descends (feeling it surrounding me) I breathe it in (it feels like dying) Capacity leaves me, I lose all train of thought A vision in crimson as darkness takes over me Tendencies of misanthropy embrace me A ghost reflecting the void and despair Serenity has taken its toll on me My compassion moves in other directions Red mist descends (feeling it surrounding me) I breathe it in (it feels like dying) Red mist descends (feeling it consuming me) I breathe it in Will I ever feel alive? As the mist descends Darkness will swallow me whole Red mist descends I breathe it in