FROM INSIDE - Two Sides Of Me lyrics

Isn't it funny how the less I spend life awake the more I'm wasting away and isn't it funny how things change 
Life is painful and short 
one moment then it's gone 
 wasted living in shelter 
left alone and so withdrawn I'm a mix of emotion you can't comprehend 
what it's like to have nothing 
in this world to defend There's always been two sides of me 
Promises made that will never stay There's always been two sides of me (Two sides of me, Two sides of me)
 Isn't it funny how all these years of resent have no effect on torment in my head and isn't it funny how things end Persist with strength to continue with strength to exist Persist give meaning to this
 There's always been two sides of me
 Promises made that will never stay There's always been two sides of me (Two sides of me, Two sides of me)
 It's getting less funny now the only laughing I hear is the voice in my ear from your ghost It's less and less funny when you start letting go Another year pa**es by inside I slowly die my mind is constantly racing as I question why Destined lost and unguided I'll stand here alone On the edge of forever in this place I call home Persist with strength to continue with strength to exist Persist give meaning to this give meaning to this Too many times, I've lost all my will
 and the life from my eyes At the end of the tunnel i'm expecting a light... Keep your head held high. There's always been two sides of me
 Promises made that will never stay There's always been two sides of me (Two sides of me, Two sides of me)