From Indian Lakes - Our Father Is Missing lyrics

Though I look like a human I am lifeless I a**ure you I am nothing at all And when I try to be human my own flesh keeps me from doing a thing All that I see are the faces of the people that I have betrayed And the ones who gave up at the sight of the fake that I have become God what a fake I have become Who was I before this? Who am I now? I am breathing barely breathing He can see right through me And she can barely see me I am a ghost but something less I am sure The items I carry are all that I possess And my hands have delivered less life than d**h And my heart holds the ashes of the people that I have claimed over time My eyes have seen people doing terrible things But at night when I close them I can pretend they are extinct And there is no one to remind me that God can see everything that I have done God what have I done? I have been living this way since the day that I was born I have been trying to change but I am so easily bored By the idea of saying “thank you” and “how are you?” Until I go to sleep But I would like to be loved and I am trying my best But the devil is inside me and he is coming out through my chest And he is whispering in my ear that everyone in the world would like me dead My God what have we become?! We have fallen along the way and now were to heavy for you to pick up… God I am only a Boy Who’s mother tried to raise him right but father was only as Strong as the world would allow And now he is nowhere to be found