From Autumn To Ashes - I'm The Best At Ruining My Life lyrics

I've boarded up the windows to keep the morning from intrusion I've left it on the doorknob, could you please just not disturb On days like this we find it so hard to push ourselves up and out of bed When nothing falls in favor of I have so many things I would like to explain to you But I don't know just how to communicate I can't take this body shaking Dress and we'll begin Nights can be so violent when beds become vacant So now I've blown it once again, this would have been the last offense and You should have been here months ago with open arms and honest face Addres full doubt you've ever felt frustration well I'm choking on it now And it's the hardest thing for me to shake Is it because of this vacancy that you swear never to believe? Honestly honest me, with a look that's so deceiving I'll bite, chew, swallow, and digest the hands that feed me With a bayonet for a tongue, Swallow swords inadvertently, And to the organ flame I'll maintain a close adjacency I have so many themes; I would love to explain to you Farewell to all the days you were, within my reach, and as of right now everything is making perfect sense.