FrivolousShara - Emotions lyrics

[Hook] Emotions in my head This spirit of regret As memories reset Emotions in my heart I knew this from the start With every pa**ing arc [Verse 1: FrivolousShara] I've been waiting for my feet to touch the bottom But there's no common ground in this pool of thought Wading in the deep end Waiting for this to end They took away my ladder I'm a Sim swimming in my own sin Skimming through these past stages, flipping through these ripped pages Told the future me to handle this but she ignored me The present me is frustrated With no choice, I can't evade it When I die resuscitate it For my legs are feeling numb Numb and exuberated with these feelings I am shaken Marinated with my own concern, it's intoxicating Take a breath, take a breath Take a deep breath Watch your step, watch your step It could be your last My pruned fingers stare upon me Feeling s**ed dry, it's alarming Eyes are wet but it's not raining Dunk my head under, Lord save me My emotions are playing tug of war I am not sure what to do anymore [Hook] [Verse 2: FrivolousShara] Apparently my body and mental state Are two separate entities trying to live in the same space inside of me So hard to lodge such a coexistence For I feel the two at fatal resistance If we could all work together, decisions could be made All could be better Hard to think clearly at the brink of my d**h bed My figure turning pale Blood draining from my head Instead Cut the tumbleweed scene and bring on the serum My mind is open like a parachute And I am snaring This composition, all I can do now is play subtle melodies and pray for the transition No intermission I let my legs turn to brick and dive, no drop, into the stitches With the fishes Habit to hold my breath But I let it go to this compromise [Hook] Emotions in my head, this spirit of regret Emotions in my heart, I knew this from the start