Frenzal Rhomb - Self Destructor lyrics

I've been living without a face so I can't face the day Civil war behind my eyes I'm the only one to blame Take a step back and run and hide I'm looking for an enemy or a friend from deep inside My self destruction increases my cred I need to be real and I need to be fed As broken as an unloved skateboard at the lost and found As tired as a rabid dog waiting at the pound I like to live and I've got reasons to destroy Try to stand the test of time, my mind is not a toy My self destruction so easily led No need to now I'm wrecked inside my head Wake up to this self abuse this trait is not a crime I've seen the way to live with poison everything turns fine Listen up to the soft words to myself Time to ignore these little voices and pretend I'm someone else Monitor my intake and I'll document this time Give me something to believe in give me cheap-arsed wine Self destructor gripping onto what life there's left to live What's the point in giving up when there's nothing left to give