To say that I cared about you is an understatement I think I'm breaking down And the color of the leaves are changing And they're Falling to the ground Now I'm thinking of you and the years gone down the drain It's a shame to think that you said you'd always love me When you never really loved me at all. Twelve packs and cigarettes are the only thing that help And they are probably less detrimental to my f**ing health Than you And I'd rather sleep alone Than in the arms of someone that doesn't love me You never f**ing loved me I hope he's better than me I know he's better than me I know he's f**ing better than me I know I never had a chance I just don't understand why.