Free P - Sit And Wish lyrics

I sit and wish I was a kid again But p**y is like my only vice Don't remember when we lost innocence Being black a n***a hit puberty twice First pube and the first time you seen them lights First charge From ya first bite First chick To get raw dick on the daily Baby I'm crazy I know it I say I love you I show it You say you love me I'm knowing But at times I doubt it Not you But me And I know that the sh** sound corny It's true Do you believe In second Chances Granted I ain't planning I'm just saying As a man Of granite Understand it I'm hard headed And I Never learn my lesson Only pray to god When I'm begging a blessing But he know my soul Excuses excuse me from the nooses That I've created Now I'm just hanging Parlaying I'm Waiting Never complacent I'm racing Towards the goal And my soul It's getting heavy Alone And you can't save me I'm strong Been through a lot And much more Than average This baggage Is Dragging the flo And Imma beast with these flames Like a dragon that flow The strongest sickness couldn't k** me Like I'm magic with hoes And I Pray that I don't contract it Like dotted lines for the dough The rotting flesh of ya ancestors Screams for ya success They ain't pa** away for nothing So that mean you hear for something Scattered brain I'm just glad I ain't brain dead Strippers getting mad n***a why It ain't rained yet? You Caught me at a bad time Please take a rain check Just tryna touch my people In the same way the king did I had a dream And my team Tryna live the sh** I told my moms that I'd buy her the dealership And now we stunting with the whips They can't hit us with We all slaves Why you bragging bout benifits My n***a this life My n***a this life (BRIDGE:) Sometimes you'll get it wrong I messed around and got it right I've been guessing for the longest Made a plan and grabbed a mic And now my n***a this life