i've become the nuclear image of eternity i'm the original stuff. all the universes find their pattern in my being. for i'm the cosmic infinitesmal. i'm the source. i'm the fountain. exploding in your face. (with a flick of my wrist a new cosmos begins.) how glorious to be alive. be here with me now in timeless micro-infinity. reality now an oceanic flow of particles in everchanging patterns. panta rei. undulating within the ultimate core of self. which is no-self. inside this boundless thought wave. all is one and one is god. (truth is one. sui generis) everything is coming in waves and from all sides. nuclear. molecular and cellular layers. modular wave-hierarchies. epi-phenomenon of the ground-of-being of all other grounds-of-being. in a fractual involution. the reversal of evolution. becoming is absolute. time is dying a slow d**h. the eschaton is near. i'm into an ideational singularity: propelling towards the neuro-galatic center, the transcendental nexus of self and world. a cosmic junction where on a physical level: matter and anti-matter merge into each other. into emptiness and on a psychic level god and self are inextricably intertwined.