Freddy Hale - k**er lyrics

I've had one too many knives in my motherf**ing back Said goodbye to my love and she ain't ever coming back Tried to make peace with my enemies but it seems They just keep on comin' at me Turning me into a k**er Cold as a motherf**ing night Into a k**er Blood is all that's on my mind I lost the girl I should have spent the rest of my life with On top of that we lost what could have been our first child It's a k**er d**h is my sentence If you show up in my face this evening I might smack you down on your a** like your alcohol dad did Act like a b**h and you're gonna feel my clenched fist on your chin You don't know the type of demons that I'm dealing with within Too many years of black and gray, depression in the harder way, I'm talking walkin' to a height only to jump Too many things I'd like to say, and all the people 'long the way, it's hard enough to even try and sum it up Turning me into a k**er Cold as a motherf**ing night Into a k**er Blood is all that's on my mind No father figure there for more than half of a my life And my mama looking like a ghost from working overtime It's a k**er d**h is my sentence [Dezy] Girl, you got your ways, we were f**ing, make it sound right Boy was too naive, saw a n***a on your timeline Little bit of s**, money, action Guess I broke your heart, then I left it You've been blowing up my phones b**h, I think I need a new collection Now do that sound right? (Damn right) Never thought I'd leave that old me, now I'm alright Didn't do a thing they told me, man that's my life And when the time's right, you gonna see me explode Down the Hills in my Rolls When the time's right, n***a, I'm right Move out from darkness to the lime light Got six digits in my sight, got six b**hes on my flight And you ain't invited hater, pressed on my detonator Pushed me too far, I'm gonna pop pop pop pop pop, you player Think I'm going f**ing crazy, in a room of broken traces Lookin' back, trying to find her face Mama please show me the way Some things don't last forever You and me, we've become severed Made me go and pull the trigger Turning me into a k**er Cold as a motherf**ing night Into a k**er Blood is all that's on my mind No hope for the future with a mind like mine Never thought I'd ever even make it past twenty-five No surprise the studio is like a murder scene When your heart is ‘bout quit you're gonna k** that beat It's a k**er