Franklyn Music - Internal Bleeding lyrics

Stress and depression Theres lesser progression More of regrets and fretting and second-guessing Feels like Im caught in lies, Im in a mess I really need to brought to life like evanescence I try to suppress it, Dont try to address it Cos Id like to forget it But its like its embedded in my mind My brain Its like Im insane So Im putting on a mask tryna hide the pain Cant find the root of it and so I hide away And I sit there, hoping it will slide away Come help me, Preferably right away Im unhealthy; I should eat my 5 a day Cos theres been stress on my mind since my uncle died Whats the point of life if were destined to die? Im bleeding internally Im in need of heart surgery, urgently I need surgery urgently I need healing I need freedom From these demons Pains in my veins and Id hate to be aching in vain (X2) Im internally bleeding It hurts and it burns come and purchase my freedom Im eternally seeking For the keys to be free and released from the grief And its worse, cos there aint no person whos feeling The way I feel or deals with what I deal with So I act like its nothing and its fine I plaster on a smile but its impossible to hide And this is real talk I aint just dropping on the make Im in urgent need of help and so Im dropping all my pride My arteries are leaking Its hard to see the reason A part of me is weakened its a problem in my life But I wipe my eyes, I do not believe in crying And I believe in God but hes forgotten Im alive Im bleeding internally Im in need of heart surgery, urgently I need surgery urgently I need healing I need freedom From these demons Pains in my veins and Id hate to be aching in vain (X2) Lost memories Nothing but heartache Loved ones laying in cemeteries Stress and hard days Lord I wanna know Why my life is disordered and broke Even in a crowd, Im all on my own Even though Im down, Lord youre my hope Id rather be taken out than give in I stand out, I aint tryna fit in Id have to get made redundant, I aint quitting Even if I get taken under, Im swimming Im internally bleeding now And I will be for a long time And although I am feeling down Do not think I will not rise Its like Im in a prison I need this out of my system (X4) I need surgery urgently I need healing I need freedom From these demons Pains in my veins and Id hate to be aching in vain (X4)