[Verse 1: Donn Gee] Uh, now I'll be lying if I said That my struggles ain't f**ing with my head Intoxicated women in my bed Dame know the game, if she didn't I'd be dead Russian roulette with a young brunette We just living in the moment, how bad could it get? Keep it coming like a satisfied Mistress Jack tell a n***a how to fix this, is this The sh** I gotta do to k** the pain? The more I drink, more I feel compelled to still complain It's like I'm drowning but I'm good wishing for the rain Wouldn't change a thing cause the aftermath will be the same Yes lord, it's a bittersweet feelin k**in' how I'm livin' ain't even care for healin' Dealin' with these women got my mood all wack Now I'm chillin' out with good ol' Jack Let me tell you something Uh, I still remember when she bounced Lately I just open up to henny and a ounce I announce, she's the reason I get faded It's a shame when you change, nothing ever really counts I hope to hell she see me, i'm doing better than ever Risin up to my standards and I never had to be clever I know I never should've waited Im the realest n***a that she ever dated She ain't appreciate it, tell me something new I admit I was upset, now her set I'm f**ing too Knew them b**hes from the get, now they getting with the crew Grew immensely in myself, now myself is what I do sh** Weed's losing colors, wine's losing taste (yeah) Memories of affection i'm trying to erase I swear I loved her body like she love the chase Who would've thought that a bad guy came in second place Lately i've been getting faded to forget her name But when I wake, the scars remain, it was all in vain Take a shot for me, she tells me J.D. in a collins gla** compels me Sittin all alone, Bullsh**ting with bartenders Pourin' out these feelings while they sayin it gets better well An eternity together is a better hell But if my demons are redeemin' I will never tell f**in' faded, I love it I won't regret it Embedded your cerebellum And fed'em all I could tell'em I said it before you read it Expressed it inside a message You guessed it and wouldn't let the impression change my intentions I question what im feeling in minutes turn to obsession I'm in it just for the pleasure and slitherin' in her treasure And how I love me some gold Thank god that my heart is dumb cold Uh, I only love her if she talk back Tell me how am I to solve that? Long hair, light skin, and her soul black Thighs thicker than wayne's syrup and all that (all that) Wanted to take it take it to another level But you dont control the game when you deal with a devil Got you thinking you on top, call it missionary Then have you at a loss for words, where the dictionary She ain't even worth the pain in the AM Picture's worth a thousand words and all I say is damn Beauty is a k**a, I knew that from the beginning And whats worse is when you thinkin that you winning Love is a competition, rules and regulations in a prison Ball and chain but escaping ain't the mission My Sanity i'm wishing, Broken heart has got a n***a hissing Momma spoke but a youngin never listens Yes lord, it's a bittersweet feelin' k**in' how I'm livin' ain't even care for healin' Dealin' with these women got my mood all wack Now I'm chillin out with good ol' Jack Yeah , said , it's a bittersweet feelin' k**in' how I'm livin' ain't even care for healin' Dealin' with these women got my mood all wack Now I'm chillin out with good ol' Jack , n***a