Me and Jesse stayed up ’til two We talked about dreams about things, about you It felt like anything could be real or fake Like our love is my world, but so is my heartache And I knew If I thought really hard about flying I could probably do It I’m just too tired for trying I created a scorpion And then had to k** it Just like I loved you And I had to will it To end ‘Cause I bent the rules and I’m scary My dream Is to see the world that I’m wearing I’ll have to break our deepest hopes They keep you in shape Too late to explain How many things of whole and good The mirror Glittered all blue and silver But I was never In it to begin with I like to be a shadow In a shadow More deep when visible Than invisible Oh to be The heart of the scenery Oh to be Filled with apathy Oh to be A little bit scared of me