Frank John James - Story of A... lyrics

It's like the end of the year, and you really haven't done sh** You have a little boy, and prefer alcohol consumption What kind of father figure do you aim to be? Cos ever time I look at you, you look the same to me With no improvement, you're stupid Is it hard to tell he admires your every movement? At times he wishes if he was disappeared you would love him But even if he was you'd probably still be like "f** 'em" Can't you see, he just wants a little affection, a little love from you Just to show a little connection But you ignore him every time he gets too close to you And you being a scandalous drunk is all that he knows of you What kind of man is he gonna have to look up to? And if he grows to have a kid, is he gonna be f**ed too? Cos I think children learn from parents when they grow up The way you're acting now really makes me wanna throw up Man up, tighten your belt, and be responsible Cos children are a blessing, but you see it as an obstacle You should've thought twice before you came inside of her And now you live in anger, cos you always seem to fight with her Ans she's the only sort of love he seems to get And when he grows to be a young man, he won't forget The actions that his mom took to have better outlook So he would grow to be a decent man, and not a bad crook Ay yo, but he learned from your mistakes, dude And I'm really surprised that he doesn't seem to hate you At time he does, for all the things you put her through But mom is something else, you can almost say she's bulletproof Can't you see, that you'd have a better family if you put down the bottle and you switch so all variety I think I wrote this just so you can know his feelings And I think that he forgave you, without you asking for forgiveness Yeah, SkyDancing, it's the story of a.. It's the story of a boy that I knew as a kid And I'll be damned if I have to say this story again