Frank, An Average Rapper - The Next Chapter lyrics

[Verse 1] This is the transformation/ Now the boy grown up, they calling up my place/ Get that chick from the deli, some Barcardi to sip/ Got an invitation to dip to the party at six/ Whoa, hold up a minute I ain't ready for that/ Monster cans in the back and Mickey Ds on dash/ And even if I got car ready in time to crash/ I can't pull in that, you can't put no subs in a van/ We're at the party and things are going swell/ Drinks are flowing and my girl be doing well, but/ Pa**ing the doobie, and I'm just like no/ Baby lungs already blown off on that second hand smoke/ (Coughing & Inhaling) [Verse 2] Maybe the lack of exposure has got me thinking/ I feel like my mind is open but closing Prolly just instinct/ Needed a room full of smoke to clear my vision/ Of truths beyond a music, the reasons behind decisions/ Guilty by a**ociation, lifestyle comes/ With inherent desires to tell life stories to drums/ When "Looney Tunes" dropped, it was cartoons and cereal/ Jokes about groupies and Gucci were never serious/ Live for experience, casually lose focus/ Of the bigger picture in light of highs, rhymes, and moments/ Now I sit here wondering was it worth it/ Worrying if they notice me missing from Sunday Service/ These homies skipping cla** while girls looking for Ds/ Liquor to catalyst this combination of dreams/ And nights to never forget, forget it, I think I got it/ I think I see the problem/ Temptation looms but breaking would be a big mistake/ Thankful one day for all the concession I didn't make/ On my honor I swear to remain the truest/ Bar none, I guess this is my prison break/ From my own incarceration/ If I ever fall into the mainstream, I hope I drown/ And you remember me only by a handful of lyrics/ From a man who may have bent but never backed down/