[Intro] *Phone ringing* "Hello, no one is available to take your call Please leave a message after the tone" [Hook x2] I'm always in a bad mood Cos' I know I'll never have you Hate to say it It's the sad truth Why I gotta be the bad dude [Verse 1] I'm just caught in my mind Missing thinking 'bout times always happy with you girl Those go through my eyes And I think of your face when I'm f**ing my new girl Can't you see all of the damage you've done to me How could you live with it Come back around just to k** me so softly When I try to live again sh**, smoke me a cigarette Pa** me that bottle, I bet you I finish it In 3 to 4 minutes I sit and I wish that our time was unlimited Numbing myself with these pills that I found Won't you please come and help me If faith for yourself was our money Then I would be lonely and wealthy [Hook x2] I'm always in a bad mood Cos' I know I'll never have you Hate to say it It's the sad truth Why I gotta be the bad dude [Verse 2] Remember back in August Everything was perfect girl I never would've saw this Coming like you did Heard you running off your lips Talking 'bout how he gon' treat you better than I ever did sh** Hope you hear this in a whip With a b**h by your side All those whispers and cries All the lies that you told In the cold winter time That when I see the snow start to fall It reminds - me of the way that I felt When you loved me Now nothing remains but a belt tied above me I know that you listen when I speak of us So why's it so hard just to keep me and such Put your soul in your life Your as cold as the knife Pressed on my neck as I long for your skin Cut to release what I'm holding within [Hook x4] I'm always in a bad mood Cos' I know I'll never have you Hate to say it It's the sad truth Why I gotta be the bad dude