Framework - Here Come The Drums lyrics

I've been gettin' real reckless Worried I won't have enough time to check everything off of my checklist And I'm kinda scared that nobody sees me as any sorta worthwhile emotional investment Can't really blame em, I know that I'm a handful I make more problems for myself than I ever planned to So turn around before I see you and gather up the courage that I need to come and meet you, I'm see through But nothin's set in stone, a friend once told me, “Let it come to you or let it go Don't let em know that you're dying to tell em all your secrets Just tell em that you're fine and just hope that they believe it.” So I've been playin' my part But everybody's doing their best to take a piece of my heart And take the last shot at the person that I used to be So here's to everybody that disapproves of me Here come the drums, everybody's beating their rhythm hoping that you will come undone Undone Sick of dwellin' on my mistakes, so it's live it, love it, and leave it Do it the way you wanna cause you'll never get to repeat it I've spent so long feelin' so lost and defeated Now I've got a chance to change it, I've just gotta believe it I've got a hard time seein' the truth behind the compliments I guess nothin' will ever improve my self confidence My broken heart just holds myself and other hostages Until it's filled up on letdowns and broken promises But hey! I do my best to smile I can't tell if it's workin' cause I haven't tried in a while I'm so sick of constantly bein' reviled By people who don't feel what I'm sayin' cause it's not in style I put my heart on the line, in between the words when they're written So you can listen or not, I guess that's your decision I'm lookin' for the good in me that's hidden Underneath the damaged positivity that's wrapped in ribbons Here come the drums, everybody's beating their rhythm hoping that you will come undone Undone I don't think of much of myself, but I think highly enough To know that I'm a better person than the person I was And everybody that refuses to acknowledge it Automatically a**umes the role of an apologist Apologies not needed, make your peace and just beat it Heard it a million times before and I don't need it repeated I know that you're “so sorry” first time that you cheated Play it off like you haven't lived your whole damn life conceited I believe it. Knock your little trophy to the ground Cause I don't see the point in sticking around The newly crowned king of everything that's been forgotten That's been beat up and abused, mistreated and downtrodden Cut my losses, wrote some raps about my life And figured I don't need some friends that got more faces than a pair of dice So when it seems like I'm not doing my best to keep in touch Just remember everything that coulda been us Here come the drums, everybody's beating their rhythm hoping that you will come undone I'm done