Fragments Of Unbecoming - It's Me, The Grotesque lyrics

It's Me, The Grotesque (Music: Ehrich, Maier, Weimar, Schellenberg / Lyrics: Weimar) Still I can hear the calling. It makes me afraid, what will be? My fear has gone several ways, I'm sure I have not failed. I see the world with different eyes. Will I see (the) light of day again? All this pain now is mine, (this) is the awakening of a second life. I tried to touch what I had seen When I travelled in my world of dreams. I was never asked to be. The horror begins far beyond belief. When my mind falls asleep, In my dreams there's darkness so deep. When I thought that's the end, My life returned with time to spend. The only thought in my mind Is to leave my sorrows left behind. There's nothing to see but so much to feel. My soul was laid to rest. It's me, the grotesque! My demise waits for me. I got isolated from my inner self. Words can build walls of silence. I'm living with eyes so blind. Still I can hear the calling. It makes me afraid, what will be? My fear has gone several ways, I'm sure I have not failed. I see the world with different eyes. Will I see (the) light of day again? All this pain now is mine, (this) is the awakening of a second life. It's me, the grotesque!