FR33STYLE - Long Night's Findings lyrics

[Verse 1: FR33STYLE] Right now, I'm wishing I could run away From these fears that return each day The ones that turn these blue skies gray The ones that've made me lose the way Feelings I can no longer overlook Foundations I no longer want shook The elephant's here, back in my room Bringing its shame, its doubts, its gloom Pain once forgotten, remembered so soon Declaring this mood of despair and doom Above my head these dark clouds loom Covering quick my night's full moon Opportunities lost, options in danger Instead replaced with pain and anger The man in the mirror has become a stranger Followed by conscience, yet they both remain here Trying to convince me to never let go Of the ghosts of my past, the ones I won't show How it feels to release them, I may never know Because the weight that they carry is such a heavy load Now tears begin to leave me, they cry out for help But in no way relieve me as I'm left to myself Why won't they believe me? This is bad for my health No more will they grieve me as I reach up on the shelf To wipe away the signs of weakness and insecurity But still leave behind a trail of honesty and purity I rushed outside to go and grab some fresh air So I stood under the stars in wonder of all that's there A few moments pa**ed and all my feelings sifted Through this connection I felt, my mindset was shifted A reminder from God, who made me so gifted So at the same time, my prayer and my problems were lifted