You dragged this out for days I said that I was sorry, I didn't say that I could change And all I know, is that it's been a long, long wait You speak of weight? You speak of weight, my love? I've been where no sun shines, no flowers grow You speak of cursed? You wouldn't know the word I know a place where love fears to tread, I call it home So here's to your darkest days, where all of the weather, happened in the same place and it rained like hell And I still recall the day, that you signed your heart away to a hurricane and it rained like hell I said that I was sorry, I didn't say I could change I am sinking, I feel I'm sinking again Underneath there's an ocean between the cracks in the floor I am stricken, I am all of your flaws My head is a goddamn mess and I don't love a thing anymore I come undone So here's to your darkest days, where all of the weather, happened in the same place and it rained like hell And I still recall the day, that you signed your heart away to a hurricane and it rained like hell Familiar clouds, familiar rain Ever-present cycle, darkest days Creaking chains, dire waves, thinking where I went astray Pretty sure I know the year, but I could never place the date And I'll never find my solace, I'll just rearrange the maze And somewhere between all the f**ing nerves and all the shame There's every good thing I could be, but I'll never f**ing change