Fox - SOBERING TRUTH lyrics

[Intro] Yeah Check me out,look,yo [Verse 1] Used to move aggressive,though you know that I was sectioned.My mom died emergency services must have broken,my dad and brother had to pay me on my [?] they decided I need further help my mind is far from [?] I grab the teaser off the feds and try to shoot em' up,I fought my brother was the devil like he Lucifer,I lost my mind and went crazy didn't know who to trust diagnosed me then ejected me like a computer does,I got coften caught and off but not arrested like how do you break it to your maze when you been sectioned,too many days they had me up and there with knock cases wanted me on [?] [?] I was frustrated can't have me sitting in chairs like I'm vegetated found myself alone in rooms I was meditating brought myself back to life I was excavated started off with weed paranoia then it escalated.Pain in my brain I try to force it out my tongue,it's feeling like the matrix c an you tell me that I'm the one,but I don't feel these other rappers like I'm supposed to I just go hard and lay my zone like I'm flow truths,started at the back I win the race coz I wasn't built to lose,feel the you who tells the truth like c'mon mom what's up with you,tell you bout my life events I wish you'd witnessed,begging me to rap say I'm the hardest in my district,In an ambulance feds have the side of me,mothers sitting there crying tears out the side of me,they had to fight to hold me down but [?] lost the plan,they tell me don't stop coz you go far and I got proper funds,been on the streets since I left comprehensive,went to college but I dropped it like it's hot to get the pencil,my mother told me that she ill she don't like working either,so I just go a lot harder so she can retire,all them nights I've had to ride inside,in a single cell [?] had a life like mine,I just flow these raps together I've been hard from time,most of these other rappers sh** but they just got co-signed,so they should rate me like GRM Daily,flow smooth like a half paint of baillys,I do this rap and prolly wonder what they gon pay me,until then I'll be licking all my cats like it's the 80s,so if this industry gon sign me Hurry Up,I get nike with parcels and it's back to [?] and it's f**ed,keys can buy too freedom i'd be back to banging up,coz jail like a solar when you can't wait to get up,locked in a box like a [?] they gave me ten years before I told them guilty hope you get it,early guilty plead that still got me a 7 day hand in out tight for early release you can forget it,I heard my father was fighting cancer it made my brain worse,that's why I pop all these mad pills to contain all the herbs,but real talk the last time we spoke we was arguing,ain't spoke to that man since [?] to talk to him,I just vocalize the things that are scary to mention,tell you all about the things man are failing to mention,I feel that if you pops these clogs or miss the time lost,I'm holding grudges we ain't spoke for like 9 months,but listen everytime I'm rapping I only get the story out about half of the things that happened,and now i'm feeling like I'll never reach my own potentials,they don't believe the words I wrote in all my raps then you can check credentials,I just talk a lot of pain that's what they are feeling,[?]staring at my ceiling,being fresh home fond excited like I was dreaming,And I guess a crazy fort inside my head was just a demon,I rate my mother to the moon and back of course bro,she travelled up and down to prisons and em courts so,Imma do this legal thing for her,I went self employed a year but I'm still around the cab and all my dons are riding bids like a auctioneers,see the depression in my face when I'm walking bout,and if you are feeling real rap this what you are talking bout,and you ain't feeling me yoh head for the exit what's to talk about,[?] and telling lies like it's factual,and all this b**hes said they love you like it's actual,okay you are talking hard but could you really back your talk,you are trying hard to fit in me i dont give a f** oo,they tell me shade your impression you are doing so well,I just look at them like ooh well,coz I got pain stuck in my torso like it's chest hair,we getting poppy like balloons man dont get scared,went from trap blocks to fat rocks to self employed cards darts hop,would these brothers ride for me like Esco,okay so now I'm rapping lemme interlude,a thousand other people rapping but I tell the truth,and it's so for my fault if I mention cabs box me off still a coffin dodge like a pensioner,start to understand my life is being domestic,try to paint this picture for you dawg but it's just hectic,If the devil shine's light into my eyes I'm epileptic,still I put this pain down on a page become dislexic,SB want a warm up session I wrote a madness,dramas in my life would make your belly do a backflip,talking about the same in real life i could have [?],drop the first 50 cent I'm real coz I dont chuck sh**,and now this would probably be the realest sh** I wrote,and now they put my words inside a comma like a quote. 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