he loved her then he k**ed her just for lust i helped him clean his hands of all the blood but you can never get it off and she suffered but she knows i loved her once just close friends we never touched and i don't miss her that much his mother she could never forgive her son she cried "i can't believe what he has done" used to invite her over as one of the family and his little brother he held her hand he cried "i just don't understand what kind of brother do i have? i could never be like that" said he'd never be like that she loved him then she k**ed him just because you'd never believe where he was in a crowded van with all of us in providence and there was nothing you could do got to put those christian roots to some use send him good vibes and half truths like you waited does that help you deal with it? think i'd care even if you did? you're such a courteous hypocrite and next dinner what's your mom gonna cook besides her words? what are you going to eat besides yours? as you think "hey it could be worse..." said you'd never be like that don't be so sure of things not even wedding rings