Fountains Of Youth - Fix Myself lyrics

The things we left behind we are never getting back But in their place we have knowledge we once lacked Oh the love that you lose like water dripping down and away You wished it away and it died today I'm bad luck I can't shake it yet I fix myself just to be broken again I go all the way or I don't go at all Is it my saving grace or is it my downfall? The things I learn in one day unravel me all the way When I wake up I'm never sure if I can apply what I knew before