Former Ghosts - Mother lyrics

I can't believe it is almost five years And so much has changed since you've been gone There are a million things I wish I could tell you Like I've met a girl whose eyes draw me in To a world where my heart beats faster And if only I could convince her of everything And Grayson is doing just fine He is starting to pull himself together You can see the ocean from his bedroom window And last time I spoke to your sister She said she is thinking about going back to medical school But I'm not sure I'm convinced Still nowhere feels like home And dad is doing just fine He has a girlfriend that cares a lot about him But I'm not sure he is really in love And really mom I'm doing just fine I've put a lot of those old demons behind me And I've got something in my heart called hope