Forgotten Tomb - Disheartenment lyrics

[Music and Lyrics by HERR MORBID - Autumn/Winter 2001] Lying in a dark corner The black candle light is dying out Trying to refuse this suffering As coldness burns my pale naked flesh I faced my fears a thousand times Endless doubts - Life of paranoia I try to find a way out From this state of suicidal urge I watch with empty eyes the blade As tears begin to fall down my face Another night alone with myself At one with melancholy and depression I bleed because the dark is near I cry as i realize you can' t be here I need to caress your skin in the night But now my only friend remains this knife Why must i live with these fears? I know my only tragedy is my mind Sometimes i think i'm wasting all the joys And with this bitter thought i fear to die I feel so jaded now, so far away I can't face next morning with this pain Another cut lacerates my flesh Sometimes i think it will be the last I'm only trying to objectivate this hate I prove towards myself and life itself I only need to watch these fifty wounds I opened upon my body in the night I only need to stop these sick d**h thoughts And cry for joy when you'll be here again I'll watch you sleeping naked at my side I'll kiss you and this blood will stop to flow Everyone can k** himself one day Life brings pain and suffering on our way Cut your wrists, it's simpler than it seems But in d**h you'll know... Disheartenment wins