Forgotten Tomb - Alone lyrics

Once again life is k**ing me This time I know there's no way back Left alone, abandoned Without any chance in tomorrow You're gone forever As I try to find a reason for this Endlessly wondering why You burned away all I was living for Remembrances are all I still own of you As I lie in my bed, drunk, confused Flashes of our past pa**ing before my eyes Just like dying, endlessly dreaming of you Dreaming of forgotten words and smiles Trying to push away the need to harm myself I feel is growing deep inside of me I feel I will have to carve this pain upon my skin Loneliness arises from the past I will not bear this torment longer As I try to sleep to heal this madness But this bed now seems to be like my tomb Now I know it's all too late to save me I keep on dreaming of past years I can't feel that warmth anymore You turned my existence in a terminal disease I know all I once called life ends today As you disappear forever, flying far away All emotions inside of me are dead and gone I can't stand this silence, but now I'm alone I'm alone Where have you gone when I needed you? Never again