Forgotten Tomb - Nullifying Tomorrow lyrics

In the night hour I wander through the streetlights This dead city is as bleak as my existence My senses are numb, tranquilized by my self-abuse Wishing for each of you to stop breathing In the coldness of this tortured life I see more darkness coming I'm fully aware you think I'm a sick junk I chose to dismiss my salvation Nullifying tomorrow, erasing our will to be Counting down the days, expecting the one when we won't awake Putting compa**ion to sleep, heading for a k**ing spree A selfish final exit, the only way to set ourselves free In the coldness of this tortured life I see more darkness coming I'm fully aware you think I'm a sick junk I chose to dismiss my salvation It's so hard for you to accept What I say is what I believe in There's a difference between you and me You just pretend, I f**ing mean it Let's nullify ourselves Let's nullify our place in this life