Forgotten Tomb - Adrift lyrics

Waging the war of nerves again The silence of the ones who failed I'm craving for isolation A way to stop the screams in my head My reflection shows me A man battered by this life of neglect I don't feel like rising up again Standing frozen, idle in my longing for the end Pills to ignore the pain Booze to numb the senses Smoke to fall asleep I don't f**ing care about your help Pills to ignore the pain Booze to numb the senses Smoke to fall asleep I don't f**ing care, I feel adrift Deprive me of all self-esteem I'm guilty of inducing my demise My health has went to pieces My joy rots somewhere deep inside Your judgement won't affect me I already sentenced myself to d**h Too f**ed up to care about life Don't call me self-pity sick ‘Cause the only truth is that I really don't give a sh** Pills to ignore the pain Booze to numb the senses Smoke to fall asleep I don't f**ing care about your help Pills to ignore the pain Booze to numb the senses Smoke to fall asleep I don't f**ing care, I feel adrift Another city, another faceless crowd Feeling more alone than ever My smile is so fake that it disgusts me I wish next motel room will be my tomb Trust me when I tell you Today I just don't care if I live or die I hate you all for giving me the illusion That someone cares We're born alone, we die alone Pills to ignore the pain Booze to numb the senses Smoke to fall asleep I don't f**ing care about your help Pills to ignore the pain Booze to numb the senses Smoke to fall asleep I don't f**ing care, I feel adrift