So many nights spent cold So many times I've tried to fight What was hiding in my heart Too many nights I've cried Trying to believe that I would be alright I won't let you be the d**h of me (This I know) I won't let you get the best of me (This I believe) So understand that my life is in my hands I just need some sort of release A reason to breathe, oh If I can make it through one more day If I can just get through one more day This pain won't last, this too shall pa** I won't let you be the d**h of me (This I know) I won't let you get the best of me (This I believe) So understand that my life is in my hands I just want to look up to the sun And feel like I belong somewhere It's getting harder for me to breathe And it's getting harder for me to breathe So lie, lie to my face Tell me that I will be okay I won't let you be the d**h of me (This I know) I won't let you get the best of me (This I believe) So understand that my life is in my hands