I knew you, and confusion defined you And you let disillusion defeat you And even though you left me sitting on the front porch I kept all your letters Catholic school brought the worst out in you Behind your back they pa** notes all about you But those years are the ones I relate you 'Cause just like you I kept all their letters And you gave up on me So I gave up on you Do you see what happened with me lately I'm sorry I let you go so easy It just goes to show what a feigning Woman's desire will give away You gave up on me So I gave up on you If you're out there I'm taking Shots of you, dear ....with smoke inside I hope they find you in time You never once delivered a promise And to this day I wonder if it mattered 'Cause for me you were always a cynic Hand over your pride, I've got a craving for it You gave up on me So I gave up on you And you gave up on me So I gave up on you If you're out there... Just wondering if you're alright I'm sorry I can't let go Just wondering if you're alright I'm sorry I can't let go Just wondering if you're alright I'm sorry I can't let go