You're further from me than you used to be Do you ever wanna hurt yourself? Cuz I do and I didn't wanna let you in I'm fully loaded so I don't try to kiss you I can hold your drink while you cry in the restroom Is there nothing new to talk about, no? I'm out of step, I hang my head Do you ever wanna hurt yourself? Cuz I hurt you With my head on a shelf I held it all in This constant pain within my spine I failed to mention to you It's hard to love when you're stuck in the thick of it Or when you're in love with a substance I know you're all alone in your room You're ashamed of the things I do But you're wearing those red shoes And you know what that does to me Do you ever wanna hurt yourself? Cuz I do I'm out of step, I hang my head Do you ever wanna hurt yourself? Cuz I hurt you