Foreign Forest - Break lyrics

I know I'm not supposed to like the sh** that I do Feel my body tense up when I'm thinking 'bout you Lost trying to find where the f*** to go Holes in the wall, I'm trying to let it go X2 Never been the one to be first Always been the one to get cursed Thinking Ima end up in a grave Better than turning into a slave You would k** for a blog post trying to get plays, oh no I don't wanna play anymore, stuck with my eyes on the floor If, only if, there was more to convince me to stay But I'm dying for your call Let it go, Let it go, Let it go now I'm at a show now, I gotta go now Feeling down, feeling desaturated I wished I liked the world more than I hate it I know I'm not supposed to like the sh** that I do Feel my body tense up when I'm thinking 'bout you Lost trying to find where the f*** to go Holes in the wall, I'm trying to let it go X2