For Felix - Cherry lyrics

So the sun burns red Like the cherry of The cigarette you hold And as the skylight dims We look at each other Man were getting old Where's my name dressed in lights Where's the future i had planned Whys the self that i've been dreaming of A different kind of man Now everything i've done without you Has taken me to all dead ends So guidance make me One of the few that you call friend Make me your friend So the sun burns red But its glory is Beyond my field of sight And the doubts of past years Haunt me now Maybe they were right I could use you now My legs are tired And this race is way too long For me Now everything i've done without you Has taken me to all dead ends So guidance make me One of the few that you call friend Make me your friend And so i'm searching To find you inside myself What do you look like Your way to far away to tell And these stepping stones go on and on I wonder where they end So many times i thought the answers were Just around the bend But i pa**ed them by Imagine what i left behind me Cause you left behind me Who is laughing now if only it was me Your tripping wire was far to tight My ankles cut its clear to me now That its all up hill from here On a cobble road with nothing but sharp rocks And no map to guide the way i'm lost You never told me it would be this way without you When i knew you you were ugly But not like i'm ugly now So make me pay make me suffer now Like i've never done before But i wont leave i wont stop The pounding til i break down the door