For All Eternity - Renewer lyrics

I'm crying out for, someone to take, to take this away from me. My pain, it still remains. Despite all the things I have seen,and all i've come to be. I still struggle, my life is on the line. So now I walk in this shadow, a few steps from the light. I am so close to the decision that will change my life. On the edge, I see my future out in front of me. The only thing in my way is all I used to be. Stand down, step aside, my wicked mind and my pride. I'm done with you. Take, take it all upon yourself. To the man I was, to the man ive been, you are dead to me, and I am dead to you. So now I walk in freedom, and I see where i've been. This heart, in my chest has been washed clean. Now I am new, My Renewer, my Healer, my Saviour, my God.