Foogiano - Live from da feds lyrics

[Intro] This is a free paid collect call from Kwame Brown An incarcerated individual, to accept charges and consent to record this call, press— Thank you for using Securus, you may start the conversation now [Verse] Ayy, hold my head out like a gangster, I'm prepared to face my face Same ni**as did my paperwork the ones was in my face Wop tried to tell me 'bout them ni**as, I misjudged and I ain't listen (My daddy made this beat) Now I'm stuck down in the pen' and I miss Christmas with my children Almost broke, I hope my kids ain't out, I stay strong for my mental Cut the lights out, but my roaster shine when I open my dental Up the whole whip like a runner, my b*tch ridin' like no other Lotta sh*t gotta say to face to face when I get to my brother This sh*t here, it get so grimy when you stuck behind the wall I took care ni**as here, they phony, they don't answer calls But I won't b*tch up about nothin', karma real and I accept To hold my feelings and my girl just mad, she say that I neglect her So much pain, I can't explain, man, this sh*t here get so deep R.I.P. Miss Jackie and Mob, I know you watchin' over me Got no weed to keep me calm, face my demons face to face Baby mama keep my kid from me, it hurt me every day Mama cried, her son for street, please don't worry, I'm a soldier Just like her kid come through the phone, put the receiver on my shoulder Couple million stashed away, payin' for Wop to be my neighbor I caught holy, this sh*t grabbed my situation, they won't face me This the lowest that a man can get when he stuck in a cell Rather go to Heaven, like a GD just get close to Hell Wanna talk to Shiesty and tell my ni**a I feel like he came But I know the bro remember how we talked about the gang But we locked up, we ain't fu*ked up, we gon' make it home to y'all Know them boys was hatin', waitin' on 1017 to fall For life and after I'ma keep it real Make sure the same ni**as questioned my loyalty done clicked away for someone too offended Been through way too much, they took my cheddar, let the time just tell me I had put in work for years to come before I got with Gucci Said they love me but they don't, they deep, then I know it's a deeper Ayy, might try to be a partner, that b*tch said I was just missin' In the mirror seein' rich, I'm 'bout to make it out the trenches Got no hatred for the ones that left, but I'ma keep my distance Girl just mad and she get distant, that sh*t put me in my feelings But ain't sh*t that I could do right now, I know how much it make My lil' brother went from Perc', he went fed, I heard he died Close my eyes and tears don't hit my face, the inside of me cryin' Think about my sister every day, they turned her to a jake When I see her, open up my mouth, but don't know what to say Call on me when they have problems, I got problems, who gon' solve 'em? Every time they close that door on me, I get chip to my call Let them hatin' ni**as call up, but they know the world's still [?] Even locked down I got power, keep some goons outside my shower My drank coffee and I'ma shine again and be patiently waitin' I'm out a wholehearted, might look, I know that God don't make a state Every day I wash my face, feel like I wash it with my sins Everybody in my room got comissary and they man [Interlude] Y'all fu*k ni**as hatin', y'all ni**as countin' us out Y'all ni**as done hated, done wished that's never over with, man 1017, man, So Icy Gang, y'all know what the fu*k goin' on, it's the mail I ain't goin' for nothin' Never, y'all ni**as can't fu*k with us from behind walls with it Free Shiesty, man, R.I.P. Dolph, man, R.I.P. Miss Jackie, man, you know how it go (My daddy made this beat) [Verse 2] Same ni**as that be dissin' used to glorify my name Bet that boy feel like a b*tch, know when I gave your ass the game Your name won't come off my mouth, know you rappin' for the clout When you see me, you gon' beat your steel, then I'ma take you out But I won't take it from your kid, that there ain't my choice to make Every time you see that mirror, I know all you see is fake I was dealt with quickly break, this here just part of my story I got rings, but they don't talk about me, just like Roby [?] I was locked down with the D Lou when they had down the cage There was nine under my killer and the team was on my mattress I was loyal to the gang like a gang was loyal back I was only gone a couple weeks, they stabbed me in my back But I'm a gangster at this spot 'cause I won't fold up, not a inch Get your shine up 'cause it won't be long before I'm out the pen' I'm past more loyal then the ni**as I grew up with on the block I walk up like it don't hold me (b*tch), plus I'm stuck up in the box I called Wop, he keep my head, had told me this sh*t gon' get better Keep my chest hot, but I walk myself while I dance with the devil Got no Wock', it hold me down, so my mind shuffle in a half I call court down, he pick me up when I feel like I hit the ground The mayor gon' be here forever, make he world remember me My heart cold, but that will keep me safe while I'm stuck in the G I pay Chadwick, then I watch his movie, it help my mind advance Got a big [?] and head every time it was me and him Pressure up on him like a man, never get your take to strap b*tch, hold your motion if you can, they waitin' for you on the last Every time you call me daddy for the first time make me smile Gotta keep back to my boy, didn't have my daddy as a child Grandma told me that she need me, never thought I'd leave again Still picture 'bout the way she used to always tell me, "Watch your friends" "Even gotta watch your kin, they always beat all you in" And my message to the streets, I never thought I'd push the six (My daddy made this beat) [Outro] Ho, ho Y'all know what the fu*k goin' on, I am known to step, buddy You know exactly a lot of y'all ni**as praitin' on a ni**a downfall Lotta y'all-lotta y'all ni**as waitin' ni**a get stuck in this motherfu*ker Comin' home faster than never, ni**a, had to know what the fu*k poppin' New Years, a new day, I'll be back, ni**a, ASAP The caller has hung up