Focus... - When It Rains lyrics

{Woman crying} [Hook] She said, "I love when it rains So when I see the dark clouds form in the sky Then I ain't gotta hide the emotion in my eyes I know I shouldn't cry, unless I'm in pain And too hold it in is draining I love when it rains." I love when it rains (I love when it rains) {x4} [Verse 1] She said, "I love when it rains When it does I can rock my hat low In case my eyes are puffy, that way they can't show I'm in a relationship with it And one time we argued about cash flow and his hand raised I wanted to shove his head in a fan blade Looking at a bruise that a man made, on my face We tried to work it out like a band aid placed on a bullet wound It's hard to look at dude And my son has to see me so unhappy Even though a couple weeks ago he asked to call him 'Daddy' And I told him it was cool, now I look foolish and I'm aggy But it makes me feel better when the weather's really crappy Like, God knows when I'm built up with frustration Moved him in my house, he just be sitting in the basement Talked about his cheating then he flipped and got impatient And hit me...I pray for precipitation." [Hook] [Verse 2] He said, "I love when it rains Mommy gets to camouflage tear drops At least that's what she told me when I asked Why she gets upset when it's real hot Or when there's a storm she's glad Last night I seen her in the kitchen and I don't think she knew that I was listening And I know the dude I called 'Daddy' had just smacked her But he said was mad and shouldn't have did it and... I want to believe him Cause the last time they was beefing he was crying hard But I felt queasy Cause my moms told him he had to leave and he was calling God Somehow she forgave him And I like him but I guess it would be fine if I hate him I'm only 12 so I know if I k** him I'll go to Hell Right now...I'm just happy it's raining." He said... [Hook] [Verse 3] See I love when it rains I just realized I'm holding mad pain Childhood images causing mental strain Dad told moms he was creeping and she yelled back Telling him the same I don't feel sane Imagine a step father that hits you for finding his little stash of c**aine Or picture a mom that needs bread And one night before bed you catch her giving some random dude brain I was only 10 but I still held my head in shame And now I beat my lady and my step son complains I told her when I was young, the dudes moms was involved with Used to beef and an open hand would solve it She would say "sorry" like she caused it And maybe that's the reason I lost it Or maybe not But I guess it explains Why she always claims she hates summer but loves when it rains [Hook] He said, "I love when it rains" She said, "I love when it rains"