Flying Lotus - Red Line lyrics

Long days, longer nights, to save what's left of me I gotta write Sometimes I wonder what if I don't succeed, what if don't go Lebron and straight to league What if I ain't got the heart, I'm easily fatigued, what if I Len bias, before I make the team Drugs rule around me. dreams got shot down that's word to the king, as I take this red line to Sheridan To repent my sins, Then repeat, I swear it never ends, contemplating my rap career in ten years, would I still be here, writing flows that no one hears, Its a possibility, that they not feeling me, flow get more complex, my context resembles soliloquies Sometimes I just want to stop trying, set my mind on fire maybe then I'll stop writing But then again, maybe I just need one more line, to get name on fake shore drive, or 2 dope would post me Plus if I stop now what am I gonna tell my homies? And plus that feeling of performance leave me dopey But then I'm tired of these n***as who don't know me acting like they my homies just so they so they be a roadie. And all them sneak dissing dudes man them n***as blow me, mad cause they chicks probably want to blow me. I never lied in raps. I be hella honest Inside my head ima' monster but outside I'm hella modest But if I say I can get her, I can get her, whether or not you with her If I say that I hit her , then yeah I probably hit her But I ain't the type to brag on the chicks I bag, its better to move in silence, real n***as know that And to the next girl, who I'mma possibly do bad, blame it on my ex girl , who took the only heart had These girls be only rocking with me cause I rap, well I hope the cash they see in me is the cash im gone have So my dad, won't have to work, and my mom can just relax, buy my tun a Ferrari, bring kola on the red carpet, let my sister pop tags, and put that man booth in a jag, party all night and just throw it on my tab But probably could of been straight if I stuck to track, but instead of running laps on these tracks Life of a broke rapper ,catch me doing free shows, surrounded by freak hoes, taking shots like free throws On road to success well at least I think so Hope I make to the goal before my dreams get repo'd