(Look) I'm just tryna live... I'm just tryna live I ain't tryna to turn you out, I ain't tryna touch a kid Get the f** up outta here with that bullsh** I'm just trying to preach to my people like a preacher in a pulpit Put em on some new sh** Cause that old sh**, wasn't working And ain't nobody perfect but a lot of gay n***as don't live to see thirty cause you teach them that they're worthless And it's working... it's working And they just looking for love But you tell them God hate them, they ain't looking above And it's really hard for them when they come from the slums So they run to the d** They just tryna feel good they just wanna feel something Uh They just tryna feel good they just wanna feel something I don't really really wanna Cause you don't really really want it I don't really really wanna Cause you don't really really want it Look, I don't really really wanna Cause you don't really really want it Look, I don't really really wanna (Look) Ya'll funny as f**, y'all funny as f** Ya'll motherf**ers funny as f** Cause you watch Tyler Perry be Madea cause he's funny and stuff but you put your gay son out Guess he wasn't funny enough Now he just, bullsh** and party Party and bullsh** and then party But what's life like when he turn around all he got his bullsh** and he's almost forty? He don't know cause he died before he was twenty five He would have used a condom, he'd be alive It's almost like he committed suicide Now we gotta stay alive Now we gotta stay alive Find a reason to live or we living to die We're only here for a minute better get up and try Find a reason to live or you're living to die I don't really really wanna Cause you don't really really want it I don't really really wanna Cause you don't really really want it Look, I don't really really wanna Cause you don't really really want it Look, I don't really really wanna (Look)