Fluxx - Alive lyrics

Alive ~ Begin the show I know I'm tripping but listen me go The given isn't my skin what's given is me spitting dope Take a step back no respect for like half of these goons Left to accept they will never step where I'm fetching to go Kept in my room a gram or two for when I be rapping I float off in my mind I'm caught in a flight out I'm strapped in Im asking who be down to ride for that satisfaction That comes from having that money running in fashion You be mad at me cause I know I said I love you too And if this counts I know you know when I spoke of us it was true But having spent that amount of time away from it all I had to choose between us then or chasing my dreams pick you up when I make it I make it and I smoked one on the way back So I'm faded I'm faded Been sipping too and these nights I be highly on top of things Thats grind ho I'm promising I'm gon get it I'm gon get it And f** whoever hating I plan to visit them later When I'm up and stacked wit that paper Sitting puffing back on some good weed Please look me in the face go ahead and judge me My eyes red but they cut deep I been soul searching had enough sleep I feel like I'm alive and I'm ready for that k** shot Hook: You love me you hate me But I know it's there so it makes me go uptown for that one time I get to k** it and run mine till its gone now I'm so lifted Young fly and gifted So talk about it and show me whoever thinks they know me Cause I'm on my sh** yeah I be home in my zone A little patron just to give me a chill taste for my stomach Making a deal for that money is what I pray will become the sh** separating emotion from all these gold digging b**hes who know How to play you in cuffs then get you stuck wit Miss Juno That's how it goes down by the coast go and see me rap it Ass big on these b**hes mixing some vodka relaxing Until the week is over on weekends never sober Currently I be that muhf**er them b**hes know of But get familiar wit me and my familia Hit me up round 11 I'm on one but times 2 And I never been down for murder but most of rhymes do so f** it Find me cause I promise I won't give a sh** lets be honest Prolly be wit that b**h in pajamas giving her dope dick in her honor You rock that old sh** like granny wrinkles I keep my poker chips all stacked in line like many Pringles Catch me stuntin on my old b**h for sh**s like I been single Alive like Frankenstein in my vehicle Shifting gears up while lighting one for fun blowing Cheerios Say something to me? I'm sorry Too busy at this party she feeling up on me We ain't made it past the lobby f** em hating getting naked like its our only hobby Homies copy what I be f**ing wit Can't do it better than me tho I'm FLUXX you ain't sh** And that's the truth