Flowers From The Man Who Shot Your Cousin - Childhood lyrics

Childhood was I happy then ? I don't remember it all that well I would have ended it by now If it wasn't for the cinema And I know it's getting late The food is aging in my plate Feels like I've pa**ed my expiring date Like a lonely vegetable Waiting in my cubicle I'll never amount to anything So what have I left to give ? What is there left to say When at the closing of the day Feels like the world has pa**ed away ? Dull, blank and lusterless Clumsy, unadorned and colourless I never liked me anyhow I wasn't made for anytime Still I wanted you to know Yeah I wanted you to know Moonlight came upon my worthless shadow