Florist - Holdly lyrics

I was raised by the river and the rocks and the sun that shines Over the mountains before it gets dark That holy night And if i'm alone, i'll know it alone What it feels like to not feel your body apart or the things you Love to feel So i let it go Hold me when i'm starting to cry I don't want you see it I'm sorry i'm trying to look away But you just look at me Don't you want to believe in something that changes the way you believe in nothing? That unholy nothing that i wanna be That unholy nothing That unholy something That unholy something that i wanna be