I just can't open it My nails get cold every time I think about doing it The pages of the future. The ones of the past Back in time, never going onward You were the one, my choking The one who swam into the floods And there it happened The one I dreamt of Somewhen I secretly hoped for the mist not to reach over Yet it did And I end up here Walking away again Saving myself How could I keep swimming in your ocean The dark parts of it burning up my skin? I felt the tentacles around my ankles Mine were not broken as my brains Teased by the flesh, the tail but the scales How long will my rib cage have to shiver? Teased by your whole, your lips above Fair's not fair, and your crown is thrilled I'm so scared I am so scared to see my own reflection in you Maybe you were right, you deserved another couple of shots But my torch is off, and my lighter's out Maybe you were right And I end up here Walking away again Whole forsaken but not drowned