Flaw - Medicate lyrics

I've been lying awake at night I've been hoping that im alright I've been winding myself too tight Wondering if i will sleep tonight Never thought things would get like this Always hoping that they'd work out Still ingesting the wrong amount Now I seem to be filled with doubt I cannot stop this ride Im growing cold inside I shouldn't let it slide Will sickness be mine This should not be my weight to bear Go on acting like I don't care Stop this high-I wouldn't dare I have earned and deserve my share Things like this happen every day While im in there I feel okay But you say I should get away Let me got for just one more day [Chorus x2] Ive got to medicate myself, Im not concerned about my health It covers up what ive been dealt, it seems the only way Ive got to medicate myself, its been the only thing that helped Must cover up what I have felt, it seems the only way [Chorus x2] Sickness is mine, sickness is mine, sickness is mine