Flaw - Concealed lyrics

I got so many questions Rattling around inside my head Will I give up, will I give in? Can I get by the frontline? Giving too much, will I defend All that I hold here? All my life I have tried Tried so hard not to feel Pushed it way down inside Concealed It's been a chain reaction Opening the wound for some misled I gotta try, this could be it Standing right on the frontline Gotta know why, better .... As it all comes near All my life I have tried Tried so hard not to feel Pushed it way down inside Concealed I'm smiling over it now ..... Can't survive if I keep up this face And I'm holding on to what I can All I think is real I'm starting now to understand Why I could not feel My life is much more than this ..... ..... so much better than this I can't pretend All my life I have tried Tried so hard not to feel Pushed it way down inside Concealed Can't conceal the pain no more Anymore Can't conceal the pain no more