Flava D - Throwaway Thoughts lyrics

[Intro] Yo, I can't hear the beat Oi, just flicking' through bare papers Some of these bars are from '08 and sh** Aha, this is mad I can't just throw them in the bin I've gotta lace them on something man Big up Flava D on production Everything you're about to hear is just my throwaway thoughts [Verse 1] You might have clocked that my life's non stop I've been here from day one and I'm a write till I drop Huh - these man are running round fighting for what What's the meaning, only thing I'm fighting for is my freedom I'm leaning low in the drop top feels like I'm dreaming Girls are hollering non stop craving the semen Hoping the condom pops I know that she's scheming I'm just tryna beat it, not tryna breed it But in the back of her mind She's thinking that I'll bear back her on of these times, ha Nah it's not that, I've seen the results of my bredrens that got trapped And now there ain't no turning back Most are serving crack, thank God I learned to rap Otherwise I'd be inside with the rest of the man I spent most of my life investing in grams Now I'm selling music to you I have to give thanks, thank you [Chorus} These are just throwaway thoughts I don't have to try hard they're just throwaway thoughts I'm just giving you my heart with these throwaway thoughts I hope you can see the art in these throwaway thoughts Pure emotion with these throwaway thoughts I don't know when I wrote them they're throwaway thoughts I'm just smoking reading these throwaway thoughts Online I see people quoting these throwaway thoughts [Verse 2] Ok, I've got a militant mindstate f** prison - I ain't chilling behind gates See me in the Caribbean with my mates Living it up, every chick will get f**ed They say the kid's plush Go gym do my sit ups Got a healthy diet Get wealthy or die trying I don't need you man to help me I'm riding The soloist I handle my own biz, know this sh** I see my destiny, you man are wack, you never get the best of me N18 and N9 I rep dem streets You best believe, I'm tryna go worldwide and get them peas Cos in the hood there's too much grief I used to lick shots and not care who sees I used to lick swords and not care who sees I used to start fights on that hype back then But now I'm grown I don't move like you mcs [Chorus} These are just throwaway thoughts I don't have to try hard they're just throwaway thoughts I'm just giving you my heart with these throwaway thoughts I hope you can see the art in these throwaway thoughts Pure emotion with these throwaway thoughts I don't know when I wrote them they're throwaway thoughts I'm just smoking reading these throwaway thoughts Online I see people quoting these throwaway thoughts Throwaway thoughts x16 [Verse 3] Life ain't what it seems It's like a long dream It's like I'm on a raft floating upstream Everybody's blind and deaf it's like they don't see Secret societies and all their smoke screens