Summer time was not a lie, but Just a feeling that we got And I know you feel alone too But this heat is not for us I know I wanted to go Into the valley where it snows But I realized This place is too cold to live my life I'm sorry, sorry I couldn't go On with these lies while I'm kissing your nose I wasn't ready, I should have known That this would happen So let's stop these words, they're turning cold Let's treat this goodbye like a simple hello You're still so young, you have room to grow Into something amazing You'll sleep tight, I know this feels right But there's something you should understand When the leaves change, after three days You won't remember who I am I'm not calling you out It's just you sound like her when you open your mouth And I can't live with the chance That this feeling's ever coming back So no, you're not what I need Those words you say, they're the orange in the trees And I just need to sleep I'm so sick of always counting sheep I've been feeling so ill, is this all in my thoughts? This feeling I get when I want you to rot For all the things and all the pain you've caused If we see each other, we won't stop and stare Yeah, I'd rather you treat me like I wasn't there I don't hate you, but honey, this still hurts So I still have the things that we've had from the start This pen in my pocket, this rusted guitar And the courage to sing this pain away