flatsound - I've Been Thinking About You lyrics

Well there was an old women who said her goodbyes By gathering everyone she knew and telling them her lies "I wasn't faithful to my husband, I lied to my friends But in the end, I was thinking about you" When my mom had my brother, she was no older than me So why is it so hard to imagine a family Where I'm the one in charge, and not just a kid And I think of what she did And my mind tells me to stop and compare what we do On top of everything, she was just a child too She wasn't giving up, despite the things she said When she left, she was thinking about you I convince myself every day I'm not gonna disappear You think I'd be okay with the thought after twenty years But the ideas keep me up and even if I could sleep I wouldn't wanna dream 'cause I'm thinking about you And it's driving me mad I don't want to think about what we said Or have to justify why I stay in bed Instead of going out with my friends all the time Is it so hard to believe That sometimes we As human beings Get sad