Flashbulb Memory - Live Like This lyrics

I can't quite figure why I fight for the common good Against injustice, supporting humanitarian efforts When it all (seems to be) spit back/in our faces So take a look around, tell me what you see How can I care when I can't find peace (in my surroundings)? I can't change the world into utopian dreams When I face true human realities It's hard to openly love humanity when my heart is impeded by cynicism. I can't always see beauty when I can't look beyond imperfection Optimist-I'd like to be hopeful Pessimist-but I'm doubtful an*lyst-scrutinize evidence Realist-human nature's enduring How can I live like this? I'd like to be hopeful